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November 14th, 2006 at 10:33pm] |
new journal, add me, it's transitgloria07
i've already added all you guys over there
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[Sunday
September 24th, 2006 at 2:47am] |
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i'm starting to realize that after i graduate that's it. i'm gone. eight months left of my life here. i'm trying out for corps in november and i don't care where i have to go as long as i'm marching, but i do plan on going to crown to see what happens. after graduation i'll probably have to move out to wherever i go as soon as possible. and that will be it. i won't come home to here anymore. not even after finals. my parents will be gone somewhere else where i've never lived and never called home, and instead i'll be going out there until i have to go to college wherever that may be. this is scary. i always say i hate this town and i can't wait to get away from some of the people here, but i can't help thinking about not coming here again after i leave. i know it's a long way off. i guess i just have to enjoy these last eight months. it seems like a long long time, but i know it will end up passing quickly and i won't know where the time went.
i've had a lot of things happen with friends in the past few weeks. i talked to someone on the phone the other week and he said alot of things to me that really stuck in my head. i can't let any of this bullshit drag me down, i can't get involved in this drama. i'm a stronger person than that. i need to just get through senior year. get good grades. get in a good college. focus on that. i'm not totally sure where i'm going yet... but i'm hoping i can get into georgia tech. i would love it.
i think i might've lost a good friend last week, and i'm not really sure why. i'm not really sure what's going on. i guess everything happens for a reason. maybe i'll see that sometime. i just didn't really expect what happened to happen. "things change. and friends leave. and life doesn't stop for anybody." story of my life right now. maybe our friendship is still there, i don't know. i guess in time i'll find out.
48 days left of marching band. it still hasn't hit me that this is the last one, no more after this. BOA is this weekend, i really hope that we do well. another medal would be nice to have.
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[Tuesday
July 25th, 2006 at 12:06am] |
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So today was the first day of my last band camp. I'm already tired and sunburned, but that's ok.
It definitely doesn't feel like this is it, this is the last one. We got 2/3 of the opener learned today with drill, which is really really good. The guard I think will have a great year. I'm excited.
This year's definitely going to be different for me though. So many people that have always been there are gone. It's a big change.
you've only been gone for a day but i already miss you...
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I'm glad to say that we met but I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't on our side.
So go on, go on be your own, go on be your own star.
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[Sunday
July 23rd, 2006 at 2:52am] |
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so yesterday i had my last day of my last guard camp. it doesn't feel like this is it. i don't know when it will, but it really doesn't feel like it.
i just want to get senior year over with.
my parents keep talking to me about college. i don't know what i'm doing. i'm really starting to think about going to atlanta. they want me to go to colorado, but i really don't want to.
i don't want summer to be over yet.
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[Sunday
July 16th, 2006 at 12:56am] |
the cadets are the worst thing i have EVER seen.
cavaliers, on the other hand, are AMAZING this year.
i'll write more tomorrow after i get home.
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